I went to watch The Leap Years with Magd. I love it, it was so romantic.
After that on our way home, we have some small chat. It made me recalled a lot of my memories of him. All these feelings that jot up made my tears wells up.
I read back all the testimony he sent me. He always remembers I'm afraid of ghost but I still love horror movies. He knew I love to chat on phone. He knew everything about me but not my feelings. I want to ask him badly whether this is the most we can be.
We are drifting and I feel so bad. I always want to tell you how I feel but something just hold me back. All these years, six years plus, I want to tell you I need you. I know compared to the movie 6 years is a big deal. For me, everything is not the same ever since 2003.